What in the world is going on with my intention? Today, I called to offer love, solace, money, a shoulder, a hug. But what am I doing wrong that it's not being received as such? Her voice is quiet and hesitant. I push through and say what's on my mind. I am called impulsive. Can't I remember what it was like to be that defensive to my parents? I have that old "cat's-in-the-cradle" syndrome that I just can't repair yet. I'm working on this puzzle. But why? Someday, I hope to be close again. I don't want to alienate my relationship further.
Why is it so difficult to see the world through the eyes of another?
